Simple smiles elude psychotic
The thought of waking up to a new day sickens me. I feel like I have destroyed my life beyond repair. I never really sleep anymore. I drone through life in a medicated haze. I can only ask myself what the fuck did I do to deserve this? I find comfort in nothing. There is no safety. The simplest tasks have become so very difficult. No matter how many people i surround myself with i am completely alone. I feel like taking a trip down the road and not crossing the street every day. The mirror makes me sick. I have nothing worth listening to, to say anymore. Simple gestures elude psychotic eyes. Everything is shit. I'm about to give in. I'm so very tired. So fuckin tired of everything. This isn't me. What the fuck have I become. I'm fuckin loony toons......nuts, crazy, flipped, psycho. Fuck it, I'm doomed I guess.So, FUCK THE WORLD FOR ALL ITS WORTH, EVERY INCH OF THIS FUCKING EARTH.